I would like to tell you I went to Vegas a couple weekends ago to boulder & crushed it.
Instead, what I felt like most of the time was curling up with Eisley.
Seriously, she crawled in the bag! This is how resistant she is to lying in the dirt.
I simply wasn't climbing like I thought I would -- like I know I can -- & I was SO unhappy with myself. I went there expecting to throw down a couple harder projects -- sandstone is my favorite to climb after all -- but the rock put me in my place. I beat myself up (inside) most of the time. Why am I sucking?!! Finally, a thought occurred: maybe I'm being a little harsh on myself. Remember my vlog about dealing with failure? This trip I was not content throwing myself at a problem over & over, getting shut down on the same move but knowing I was getting stronger for trying. Nope, not even a little. I wanted to send something "hard"; so how was I going to deal with the fact I wasn't?
There are just times when your core doesn't feel all that strong, right ladies?
photo credit: David Finch
Some days 100% isn't your actual 100%. Sometimes, you can give it everything but might have to accept, it's not happening today. Realistically, I probably should have been going easy on my body & not straining it by bouldering. On top of the core issue, my left shoulder had been fighting back & one of my fingers was sore from a climb at the gym. We had already planned to go, so I was just going to push through & be mindful of my body while climbing.
photo credit: David Finch
Even though I didn't send my projects, I also didn't return from our trip with an injury. I think part of dealing with failure is knowing when to listen to your body & accept there is tomorrow to try again. If I do it (training) right, I'm only going to get stronger. The boulders aren't going anywhere. While we were there, we were already making plans to return in April, if not sooner. This really helps me deal with failure: knowing I can return, & gathering the right information, so I know what to work on before we go back.
Dave bouldered much stronger & couldn't be closer to sending his slopey traverse project.
He can do it in two parts -- 1)going all the way across & 2)moving into the crack to top out -- he just needs to link it together.
My frustration didn't spoil our time by any means. We were still climbing after all, plus camping is always refreshing & re-energizing.
Red Rock Campground is the most developed campsite I have ever stayed at. We usually dirt bag it: no camp grill or benches, middle of nowhere...dig a hole, you know. We were mere yards from an outhouse -- we actually had an outhouse -- which was equipped with solar-panels & lights! Sort of strange. Honestly, we prefer a more isolated, primitive setting, but this is the only option for camping in this area. It's pretty nice though; for $15 a night, it better be.
To keep prep & clean up minimal, I made tinfoil dinners for each night from all of our CSA vegetables before we left. I used to stick with the standard carrot, onion, & potato TFD; but I've realized nearly any vegetable will work -- even greens -- so everything I threw in, we already had on hand. Bok choy & cabbage have been some of my favorite additions in the past. This time we had onion, sweet potatoes, kohlrabi (so yum), & carrot. I added a couple large collard leaves & sliced fennel to mine & crumbled vegetarian Field Roast sausages in Dave's. Add a little seasoning, & you really can't go wrong with TFDs after an active day outdoors. Rather than cook Eisley's food beforehand, I even made TFDs for her: ground turkey, sweet potato, & carrot. Spoiled much?
We only bouldered in Red Rocks at the Crafts Boulders, but it is also known for amazing sport routes & stellar multi-pitch crags. Maybe we'll take more gear with us in April...maybe sooner, because it's been snowing in Flagstaff again. Guess our break from winter is over.


















